yamanai ame da neeee

Thursday, March 29, 2007

im damn lazy to talk abt camp.

the most common question ppl ask me during camp is,
'did you perm your hair???'
excuse me, you got see ppl perm hair become like tt one meh!!!
argh. haha.. no lah its quite funny actually.

then got ppl walk past me and go
'eh i like your hair mann'
aww sweet ppl. at least they never laugh at me about it :)

anw, hope the second camp does better then the first.
rasalas really screwed their camp up...
very little fighting spirit in them... i was very very sad :(
HAI what can i say... wish they were abit more like us. (heh heh)

8:37 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

camp tml.
haven't packed or anything.. but that's ok.
its not like those hectic guides camps where everything has to be labelled
ng liting mynah
even our badges that are like tiny tiny tiny!
awww i miss those days.
where everyone will experience camp dread few days before camp, cannot sleep the night before (waking up several times to realise its still only 2am), must reach school super early.. lugging the guide u hahah... all the fire wood, pots and pans, twine, newspaper, polish for enrolment badge, patrol identity & flag.... ahh i can pack for a guides camp even without a camp kit list now.
during the camp, it'll all be really tiring. best time of the camp i think would be setting up of camp site... its like so fun!! haha to built your own home where you'll be staying for the next few days..
kitchen dresser and shelter, tent, shoe rack, baggage rack, clothes line. :)))
all the little malfunctions and all our efforts to tie the bestest knot everytime! hahahah... omg.. i miss it so much lah.
and then and then, theres the sleeping. ohhhh...
sleeping in 8 men tent is like... heaven.
tho we call the tent 'smelly' i secretly like it.
hshahahah... oops. and miss it lots and lots after we go home.
its that old and 'kept under the sun for too long' smell..
OH MANNN. I WANT.
then after camp ends, we'll have this neverending debriefing where everyone is not really listen or is nodding off. hahha.. and even when the camp prog says it ends at 1230 it never does.
i'll go home, sleep from 7pm all the way to afternoon the next day!
even after the camp has already ended for a few days, we'd all be having 'camp withdrawal'. thinking about what we'd be doing at this moment if we were still at camp...
:((((((((((((

please make this camp a great experience too.

4:30 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

cynics: not understanding anything thus opposing to everything.

yes?

anywayyyy...
today i was in a foul foul foul foul foul foul foul foul mood thanks to the shitty moods the teachers were in ALL MORNING. like excuse me, you're not the only one affected by bad results of that dumb block test.
wanted to message people to rant, but wow my phone has to spoil on me.
tells me i'm 'not allowed' to send anything or call anyone.
wtff.
badly wanted to get vulgar but all i did was write 'ARGH's all over my math tutorial paper thingy. wrote some lyrics and just scribbled alot of lame stuff.
but nothing worked :((((

i still can't believe masayu told me
liting, come to school for a reason or smth along that lines.
well SCREW YOU.
i do come to school for a reason and it's not to meet pms-ing teachers like you who says these things to students just cause of a small misunderstanding.

you wouldn't believe what i strong urge i felt to just tell her that.
and to spew some bad words right there and then.
for that ONE SECOND, i hated her. my goodnesssss.. arghhhh.
she should thank her gods i believe in karma if not she'd have 'i hate you' sprayed all over her desk space right now.

arghhhh and there's this stupid chitra who's always taking money away form me!!!
you know what she did??? she booked tickets for a performance for us WITHOUT asking if we wanted to watch it and without telling us the date its on, the price, nothing!
then she comes to school in her beautifully straight rebonded hair and tells us
you have to pay for the tickets this friday because i ordered it already and its on 28th april. so yup, 31 dollars each ok?
what the effing shit is she thinking?!

9:14 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

hahahahahahahahahaaaa........
cuteboycuteboy!

8:23 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

this song is so damn nice i wanna listen to it every single second of my life... :)
ahah i know i'm slow lah drops of jupiter is like quite old already right? but whatever, good songs never fades. yay!

hoho blocks ended for me.
hope aixin doesn't read my blog tonight cause she won't be very happy about it,
goodness i went home, bath sleeeeppppppppppp......
SO SHUANG.
ahahahah... i was kinda nodding off abit during geog cause the heat was so stiffling.. argh.
haiii today's geog paper was badbadbad.
just... ah don't wanna talk about it anymore.
never was so unprepared for geog in my life..

ANYWAY,
i've been thinking... nobody can be wise in this world anymore.
world's changing so fast, by the time i grow old and haggy the grandchildren are gonna be going to school in like fly-able shoes or something.
who would wanna listen to me about how you shouldn't cross the road from behind the bus?
damn.

10:47 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

studying hasnt been progressing well.

wed, went back sn to study with matong and aixin...
very study lah! hahaha.. talk and talk.. ok but I expected that..
matong was doing art.. arggg makes me feel like picking up that unfamiliar pencil to start again.. so tempting.

anw, highlights of the day,
japlan accounting... hahah hey celebs why dont we go on a free and easy tour instead?? its much much cheaper+ we probably can cut down alot on travel fees or smth. and, we'll still have our free time! hmm must consider tt.
yanni coming down! aww she's so sweet to come all the way from bukit timah just to eat with us!!! hahaha... had alot of fun laughing at lamo stuff! hoho.

oh yah, heard the bad news abt guides camp. honestly, i have no idea if i really care anymore. none of tt anger rose in me when i heard the news... sick of this stupid guiders who dont wanna commit man. family day. haha.. i think ms gwee would die if she heard that. oh well if thats what they want for guides then thats what they will get.

thurs, went back sn again.
study was productive today! only me and aixin it was ok...we ate SUPER alot. stnicks food's too nice to resist mann not our fault.
aixin spent 7 bucks on food!
we drank like sooo many packets of drinks (4 each)
ate mian xian, that crunchy mian thing from blue bowl, pizza chicken and fish from the western stall, alot of packets of biscuits etc etc.
hahahahah... that aixin lah study study half way then 'eh i feel like eating this! omg so xiang' hahahaa... and i succumb to her temptations.

oh oh!!!! we saw scandalous stuff.. heh heh.
kelly and girlfriend arghhhh leaning on each other in the most 'romantic' fashion.
oh yucksss.
tried to take photo and in the end laughed and laughed like nobody's business!
i think aixin got caught by them... hahahahaha...

ok errr today.. wah doing nothing at home
nobody can answer my questions and thus i dont feel like moving on anymore.
ARGH.

6:11 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

You know, no matter how many times I look like I don't care
or look like it doesn't bother me, this thing you're doing, it does. damn it.
Something which holds completely no purpose at all, except make me feel like an inadequate piece of chicken shit or something like that- and you know it, don't deny that you don't and don't act like you're any less intelligent then I know you are.

have you guys ever met someone who does things just to make you look stupid in front of people who matter to you? pretending that it's all a joke and that its all very amusing, at the expense of your ego? yes, hi, look I do have an ego you know. everyone has their pride and you, intruding upon my grounds, looking as if you know everything just doesn't do any justice to neither you nor I.
you reminded me of one of those stupider-then-they-realise kids who think they are smarter just cause you won. haha.. 'won' is such an immature word, i wanna laugh at you in your stupid face. you should be glad I didn't stand up and ask you, 'do you think you're accomplishing anything or helping anyone with your totally thoughtless and most inconsiderate actions?' fuck, you have no idea how much I wanted to do it. to embarrass you like you embarrassed me. instead, i sat there like a total idiot and looked very very offended.(but of course, no one noticed. everyone was too busy laughing at her joke.)

I guess I have no one else to blame but myself.
Doesn't help that no one seems to forget about it. no, its ok. really.

8:55 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

There is a garden in her face

There is a garden in her face,

where roses and white lilies grow;

A heavenly paradise is that place,

Wherein all pleasant fruits so grow;

There cherries grow that none may buy

Till 'cherry ripe' themselues do cry.

Those cherries fayrely do enclose

Of oriental pearle a double row,

Which, when her louely laughter shows,

they look like rosebuds fill'd with snow;

Yet them no peer nor prince may buy

Till 'cherry ripe' themselues do cry.

Her eyes like angels watch them still,

Her bows like bended bows do stand,

Threatening with piercing frowns to kill

all that approach with eye or hand

These sacred cherries to come nigh,

Till 'cherry ripe' themselues do cry.

Thomas Campion [1567-1620]

ok, i mean, i can't believe im putting this here... not trying to bore you guys with all the literature shit... BUTTTT.... don't you think this is an extremely sensual poem? as in its romantic until like... erh.. not just that pure kind of romance anymore.
is it just me, or does 'cherries' actually MEAN something like you know, you know.. hm.. yeah. especially the red parts.. its like so loaded with sexual innuendo!!!!!! arghhhhh... this is jc lit for you ahha!
and and and! what does he mean by cherries ripe themselves do cry... like maturity? cry... suggest.. weeping... lost of innocence?
RIPE hahahaa,,, goodness... its so... i really hope this cherries thing isn't what im talkin about.. but im pretty sure it is. and i really hope Campion is talking about a girl and not a guy.. but cherries... hmmm.. i don't know. more suitable for guy right??? hahha!!! I AM SICK.

arghh sicko poem! i am innocent one ok.

anyway, another matter altogether, anyone nice has any good geog notes or econs notes to give me?? i heard we must gather notes from other school to widen our scope.. ok anyone wants to do an exchange?? i think our school's econs notes are really good..

and oh yes, i wanna say, today's pe was terrible terrible terrible.
i think i suffered what you'll call.. an emotional breakdown.
hahaha.. i don't know man.. it hurt soooo bad and they asked me to continue running?? like wth.. i feel so tortured.. so bad i couldn't feel my toes can..........
i dont know why i started crying haha STRESS.

9:00 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

just now, i was having YOGA(today is my last lesson! JOY.) then i was so so bored and was thinking about everything else except for yoga.
what to do later, how much i slept today or what to blog about.
hahahah... i swear i thought about smth interesting to say
but now i can't rmb anymore. and omg i think my mum is crazy.

today i got a mosquito bite on my neck, so i told my mum 'very itchy leh!!!' then i showed it to her.. and guess what she said!!!!
'love bite ah!'
..............
???????
OMG. i didn't even know my mum knew what that is!!!!!
omg my mama is experienced, i shall never look at her the same way ever again.

ohoh! i rmb what i wanted to say!
MY HUSBAND/WIFE KISSED MY HAND YESTERDAY.
OH MY GOODNESS. hahahahahaha....
gosh... stupid amanda.
she was holding my hand and telling me ''i'm going to kiss it!'' then i though she was just joking so i turned around and said smth to someone else and THEN I FELT HER MOUTH ON MY HAND. ARHHH I AM POLLUTED. MOLESTED. RAPEDDDD OF MY VIRTUE!
AHH.
i whipped around and scream and scream. hahahaha...
ok lah i was overreacting just for the fun of it.
and then dexter said,
'i don't want to be part of whatever's happening there'
ghahahaha...

10:25 PM